Sunday, August 20, 2006 @6:12 PM
heyhey haha.. yesterday included two embarassing events in my life as off yet. worst of all they happened out of self's own free well. first off i walked along orchard with a BIG SIGN BOARD that says "Being BIG is BEAUTIFUL" (this goes out to all the big people out there). Jody helped me with the whole process from dressing to the filming then to the unloading of 'fats'.We had to go to the handicap toilet at Wisma and Jody stuffed self with balloons and toilet paper and crushed paper. was really tiring and made self very sad (mood was really in the pits). we hogged the toilet for nearly 2 hours then emerged the weirest looking fat person in the world. any ways self paraded all over orchard telling ppl being big is beatifull. *talk abt performing without a license* Got quite a few interesting replies, big american said, I AM BIG AND I AM BEAUTIFUL! some skinny sec school girl said, I AM SO DEAD! then another indian woman was like, I TOTALLY LOVE THIS STATEMENT! but my somewhat silent campaign for fat people's self esteem actually had some negative reactions, a big american woman read the board and frowned scowed then looked away, almost to show me that whats on my board is a sarcastic reaction to fat people.. thus proving my point that fat ppl have a self esteem proplem. oh yeah one guy whiped out his phone and took a shot of me then walked away.. like hmmm whats up with that?
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self SOO needs to start on art appreciation essay..argh..lobsta update: cannot find a lobster enthusist who will come on film.. Kenneth not getting back to me about using Tim. done location racee for orchard VOXpop sequence.
..a smile can conceal the darkest of emotions.. Smiley face!!
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