lets examine the word.. Fidelity:
dictionary. com's defination,
con·ju·gal –adjective faithfulness
1.of, pertaining to, or characteristic of marriage: conjugal vows.
2.pertaining to the relation of husband and wife.
OR
Faithfulness to obligations, duties, or observances.
I feel that my defination is rather close to this such that both of us has a set of values that we both aggree and abide by. However.. our definations of those values are different. perhaps i am just being very selfish and perhaps.. now at this moment feeling kind of bomb-shelled.. sort of like a muted bomb has gone off in my head and the effects have gone to my heart.. did you have to tell me? what difference would it have made? hmmm hai.. I keep wondering if I have not done enough for you or you simply take me for public property. I feel that WE should be exclusive and if we decide not to we should talk abt it.. or am i really making too much of a deal out if it.. I don't know.. but I hope it shouldn't happen again.
*Some how I want that scene where a shadow extra waltzs over and takes my lead by the hand revealing the most beautiful face, and asks her for a dance but my lead smiles and withdraws her hand and tells her, "i am sorry, but this dance is for us". my lead then takes me by the waist and pull me close and we dance my eyes on her and hers on me..
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THINGS that HAPPENED since last blogged.. too many to recall but will jus update..
the end of the yr holidays have arrived.. starting 13th feb till 15 apr long holiday.. many plans
*have to complete PP by the end of the hols..(have to find some way of doing that)
*get a pass for the Basic theory least my by the 28th of march (where my membership dies)
-went to herstory party at PLAY on monday wif Jan and met with the usual suspects there and had the tme of my life haaha heh sort of .. (had some loving from GF) out on the spiral stairs. oh yeah met wif Joyce (in the flesh)there.
-parents found a cigg butt in toilet relised that i must have been smoking it (i mean duh) and decided to have long talk with me on tuesday... conclusion of long talk.. You are going to church and get reformed so i be goin to lay low and attend church on sunday with Fiona.
-wed went for driving thing and FAILED argh!!! damn i scored like 70% but we need 90% from you babe otherwise no go.. pay more cash and take it again.. then after met Jody, Fiona and Christel&Dax for shushi then Fiona and Jody went to club and had the time of their lives.. while Andrea here stays home.. she gets angry and goes for some exercise.. (blading all over the place). and get leg ache
-today me down with really painful cough and sore throat and some how sore gum.. think its cuz of not nuff sleep and water..stay home and connect with ppl and sleep(well mostly sleep)
-tml going to go swimming in mornign till afternoon then go shopping for present for Fiona wif jody nite time.. meeting jan to see her new hair(which she hates)
*random tot: elo.. iz zee SstaccyMurkins there? I-am from de C magazine cee.. we Lookin for seniorr editor here, butta you cannot make it..anotherr time..oh grreatt.. i whill geta my secratory to call you..big kiss to you.. (damn funny the french accent)
jan decided to meet up like every week's friday after her work. we sit chill and talk.. have been seein her more these days..like since last friday
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