Monday, February 26, 2007 @3:05 AM
lets examine the word.. Fidelity:
dictionary. com's defination,
con·ju·gal –adjective
faithfulness
1.of, pertaining to, or characteristic of marriage: conjugal vows.
2.pertaining to the relation of husband and wife.
OR
Faithfulness to obligations, duties, or observances.I feel that my defination is rather close to this such that both of us has a set of values that we both aggree and abide by. However.. our definations of those values are different. perhaps i am just being very selfish and perhaps.. now at this moment feeling kind of bomb-shelled.. sort of like a muted bomb has gone off in my head and the effects have gone to my heart.. did you have to tell me? what difference would it have made? hmmm hai.. I keep wondering if I have not done enough for you or you simply take me for public property. I feel that WE should be exclusive and if we decide not to we should talk abt it.. or am i really making too much of a deal out if it.. I don't know.. but I hope it shouldn't happen again.
*Some how I want that scene where a shadow extra waltzs over and takes my lead by the hand revealing the most beautiful face, and asks her for a dance but my lead smiles and withdraws her hand and tells her, "i am sorry, but this dance is for us". my lead then takes me by the waist and pull me close and we dance my eyes on her and hers on me.. Labels: lets examine fidelity
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